“Members of the Brotherhood do not fantasize about relations between those of the same gender.” That's the first rule of The Order, and I broke it. I couldn't help it. I kept having lustful thoughts in my sleep about people in the Brotherhood, and I got caught. Luckily, the President was understanding, and he offered a solution for my sins. He said that it is my responsibility to do better. I must serve without question or deviance, and I was ready to prove that I could. Whatever he wanted of me, he would get. I would endure him without hesitation. My body belongs to him, and I'll take care of his own, however he wants me to. Maybe tasting his cock will release me from my temptations.